And just for thought...
I was not expecting the words you said to me.
I did not even know I was to sit next to you until I did.
You were just as surprised as I was.
I thought you might tell me to fuck off but you didn't.
You spoke kindly, telling me you loved me still.
How was I supposed to react to that?
I wanted to run.
I wanted to throw my arms around you.
Instead I told I couldn't make you any promises.
I told you I couldn't give you anything.
You didn't flinch.
You didn't expect anything else less from me.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.