And just for thought...
I do not comprehend your confusion.
You knew me from so long ago and you assume I never changed,
telling me I am different but exactly the same.
The truth of it is I am not the girl you remember.
You want the children that our youthful minds made up,
that white picket fence that we long burned to the ground
but you don't stop to think about how much life has happened.
Do you realize we're both still kids in a lot of ways?
Living on my own, holding down a job, even having my own kid doesn't mean I got it together.
Besides all you want, all you ever wanted was someone to take care of,
a girl who salivate at every single world you vomit out.
We both know, have always known, I was never that girl no matter how much you try.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.