And just for thought...
You do not know what I speak,
hearing only what you want.
Do you know how you make me feel?
I once thought I had a friend in you
but now my doubts have erased you.
You do not notice when tears fall
nor do you ask when I grow silent.
I do not know how many times I have listened to you,
never have I refused your voice,
but, I suppose, that does not matter to you.
If you care to know, I feel abandoned.
If you care to see, you would have already seen I was gone.
Of course you are not concerned
because all you care about is your well being.
Do you know there was a time when I needed you?
I needed you to listen to me,
needed you to comfort me.
I may have appeared to be just fine
but I guess I gave up on you first.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.