And just for thought...
I can fall in love with any man.
It's never been difficult.
For a moment, for a second, a split in time but I have made a promise.
A promise to keep myself in check until love touches these lips,
until romance sprinkles itself my way.
A fool's notion I know.
I feel far too much for this skeptical mind.
It's not love for a man I want but love from a man I desire.
I know no one would believe that.
I don't know if I do.
It sounds so desperate doesn't it?
Poor little girl with no love of her own.
I have to laugh at my own dramatic prose.
Is it so much to ask for a man to see who I am?
The blame lies with me because really how much do I show?
Yes, I'm in love with you but I shall never lay myself out for you again.
Will you love me beyond the moment?
The answers is always the same.
You can love the feel of my youthful skin,
the way my hips move along with your own,
the look in my eyes in the dim light
but there is nothing you care about in my heart.
The promise is for love, nothing less...
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.