And just for thought...
The eyes go dark sometimes.
Tears swell because
Because this life beats too heavy on my spirit.
I stand not because I am proud but because I must regardless of the sinful stones that are thrown.
You judge, pointing your finger as if your wings are white.
Though mine are tarnished, I do not return your disservice.
I am invincable because I must be not out of arrogance.
I fall, crash, burn but I remain intact regardless of all the bruises sustained.
I have got pockets full of heartache, buckets full of hate because
Because this life has done me wrong but I will not share that with the hyenas who wait.
Feeding hate to hate would only cause me to break.
I have danced with the devil, begging god to save me and I have been abandoned by both.
I walk away on my own two feet because
Because giving up was never in my DNA.
You want to laugh, cackling because pain I have tasted but the joke was always on you.
Though my heart goes black sometimes, love has always found a way to save me.
I sit and recoop after this life takes it's swings.
I stand among my rumble, putting the pieces back togeher regardless of the inevitable destruction that will come again.
I am broken but falling apart never stopped me before because
Because tears dry and sorrow eventually turns to joy.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.