And just for thought...
I heart the words but I laughed.
After all, who could possibly mean them?
It was all so ridiculous,
a little something to remind us of forever.
Forever only lasted a few months.
I knew it was all garbage when it started,
hazel eyes and a killer smile.
It didn't quite fit.
You didn't quite fit.
Who was I to say anything?
It was a persistent buzz in my ear,
spoken by many authors,
all pretending to be some sort of Shakespeare.
I always saw through their monologues.
It was always the same thing,
one false word after another and I laughed.
I tried to believe once but doubt won,
soft hands and an awesome body.
It never seemed enough.
I loved my cigarettes more,
would have rather been drinking my coffee alone.
It was such a stupid game,
these dressed up bums in their balloon pants.
They could never win.
I wanted more than anyone ever had,
a kind heart and fascinating mind.
That would be nice.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.