And just for thought...
What do you not understand?
I have made it painfully clear what I do not want.
Still you insist on trying to place a claim on me.
Do you not see you have no chance?
I cannot live by your rules.
I refuse to place any faith in a man I cannot trust.
I have made you no promises.
We have no attachments.
I am sorry you confused those nights I crawled into your bed.
I thought you realized what you were to me.
Your hands were nothing but a touch.
Your kisses were nothing but lips.
You knew we weren't making love.
I was lonely.
You were there.
You are a man I could never love.
I am not looking for protection or a companion or a father.
All you want to do is to take care of a girl who never really existed.
You fell in love with an image, a picture you drew,
assuming you knew me better then I did.
The truth is I don't know who I am.
You have no right to put me in your lines.
Please understand you are not what I want anymore.
Please understand you are the last thing I need.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.