And just for thought...
You speak of loving me completely,
putting me on this plateau I have on desire to be on,
looking past all the mistakes and sins I have committed
but you don't understand I don't want such praise
because I am no better then anyone.
All you want is me you say.
That's a tall order for both of us.
You remember a very young girl with a lot of big dreams
but you have no desire to understand that girl flew away.
I am not even who I was yesterday.
How do you expect me to love you if I can't stand myself?
I do not accept what you say
and will not believe what you think of me on any level.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.