And just for thought...
I am exactly who you think I am and completely different than the girl you see.
My eyes shine on you, you should know by now, but I'm not as easily impressed as you believe.
You told me once that I was a sweet girl.
You only skimmed the surface, making me sigh.
It is not for me to you show but for you to truly look without me laying out a banquet for you.
I want you to look at me, tell me I amaze you for who I am.
Give me that much respect.
You have proven that you are a gentleman but you give me nothing else.
I can offer more then sweetness if you want it.
You hesitate constantly, I see it.
And if I have to be honest, I hesitate just the same.
Both of us are terrified of what we could be outside the bedroom.
We dance around each other, daring the other to take those first steps out the door.
You think me one way and I see you another, neither ready to lay out the welcome mats.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.