And just for thought...
I always knew how much I loved you.
There was nothing in me that was uncertain about it
but you could not see because I held back too often,
more inclined to prove you loved me m ore.
There was no doubt of your love.
I just could never believe you,
too many had vowed their love only for a touch of my skin.
Why would you have been any different?
It doesn't matter anymore really,
your love or mine.
You are gone and I am alone.
I told myself I would never love after you and I haven't
but I do wonder if you still think about me
but I know I only dream that you do
because you proved you never loved me after all.
Most days i do not think of you
but there are moments when you play through my mind,
dumb little things that remind me of you,
a cup of coffee,
a pack of Camel Wides.
They dried up like you did, didn't they?
I sometimes wish I could have a glimpse of you.
You were wonderful for a minute,
brushing my hair away from my eyes,
blushing me with your soft kiss.
In those flashes, I still love you.
These words have created another place for you.
In these words, this is where I'll always find you.
This is where you'll stay.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.