And just for thought...
Love, once a far off dream, a thing for someone else and then came her, then came you.
Suddenly love was something tangible and I was in the deep end, this beautiful deep end.
The parts of me that had grown stale came back to life because of her, because of you.
I get lost in a glance, lost in your thought,
lose my breath in our tiny moments.
When she looks, I crumble.
When she needs, I stand my tallest.
I once thought I would only know sadness,
this loneliness of never being fulfilled,
of always being restless then there was her,
then there was you.
I grow steady at a touch, find my center when all I think I can do is wobble.
Love, this thing that eluded me, that I pushed away has now surrounded me and I surrender.
When he laughs, I glow.
When he whispers, I swoon.
And all this time there was always her, there was always you.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.