And just for thought...
My mind often comes back to you.
I found your letter today while I was packing my life away.
You can still make me cry and smile simultaneously.
Sometimes I see you in the distance,
watching me sit with others.
Those eyes still shine a thousand miles away.
I know it's not really you.
You left a long time ago
but I will never stop loving you for what you once were to me.
You were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
The memory of your eyes still soothe me.
I often wonder what my life would have been like without you.
We were so young.
We were so wrong.
It all felt so right, didn't it?
Laying in your arms, you gently touched my face.
We were just two star crossed teenagers with a forever ahead.
We didn't have a forever though, did we?
I never hated you, still don't hate you for what happened.
The scars you left were worth the love we shared.
I always knew it wasn't you when your skies went dark.
You knew I loved you no matter what.
Our forever was never going to be long enough.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.