And just for thought...
The walls spring up faster than I imagined them to.
You tell me that you feared this.
It's like the smoke I exhale from my cigarette that blocks my view with milky whiteness for a moment.
You were there and then, magic, you were gone,
captured inside my lungs, making it hard to breathe.
It was a bright random day when you walked into my shade.
At first, I wanted to bat you away like a gnat.
The walls went crumbling down like Humpty Dumpty off that wall.
You whispered a rhyme in my ear, fingers tracing veins up my arm.
Yes, you could make me giggle like a school girl whose never been touched.
You were always able to worm your way through my cracks.
You winked and I creamed, that's how our dances always began.
Still, there were things I hid from you even if you thought I painted you a full picture.
I had known men like you before, the ones who just wanted to rescue me
but once the Damsel in Distress wears off you're out the door.
I knew better then to show you all my cards, giving you half truths all along.
I am not sure and pie and certainly not all of me is made of everything nice.
I am like the smoke blowing straight into your face, seductive yet wrong.
You want me but you aren't quite sure what I am made of and that works for me.
I sighed and you blew away, walls reconstructed.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.