And just for thought...
I saw what I needed that night.
Enough to know, I can never go back.
We used to sit with each other,
the old friend, our parking lot,
that was our place.
I recall him, standing so tall in front of a young girl.
She looked at him with undying love.
He touched her with unfaltering pride.
We used to know one another.
I would have given him my last breath
but he could not even give me his hand when I broke.
He looked at me that night with vengence,
enough to feel his resentment.
I watched him with his new trophy.
Enough to see she was only a tool to dig at me.
She was some random piece that looked good on his arm
like I once did.
I wasn't bothered by her.
His presence was enough.
We used to be good together.
We were both too young, too naive.
Those cold nights in the cold air,
our fresh, naked skin resting close together,
that's all I needed, him and me.
The chance of tomorrow was all we had.
The stars aren't everything I guess.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.