And just for thought...
If you only knew how much I mean what I say with you.
I do not believe you understand how in love with you I really am.
You are everything I need in my life,
holding a certain something different then everyone else,
never speaking to me as if I am an outsider in my own head
and always willing to hold my tears when I need to pour them out
but you will not let me help you,
hiding everything which I know bothers you so tightly.
I want to be nothing but wonderful to you
yet you refuse my help and use up all your strength in the process.
I wish you could open to me like you have before
because it pains me to see your shoulders so low,
knowing there is nothing you will let me do for you.
It is not my love for you that kept me so close.
Your kind, loving ways have their own power
because your friendship means the world to me
and knowing I can depend on you keeps me that much closer.
I can promise my undying loyalty.
Even if you never love me like I do you, I know you will always be beside me,
always wishing for the best, always my secret champion.
You may never realize how much I love you.
If you never do, my feelings will never change for you.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.