And just for thought...
I will see you tonight, wearing a smile,
knowing already you forgotten our torrid relationship.
You will stand next to her as if she was the only one you ever loved.
Smiling, we will laugh at one another.
You because you find yourself funny
and me because I see the fool that you are.
You told me once that you never loved anyone like you loved me.
You told me not too long ago you couldn't imagine loving her more.
I will nod at your ignorance,
knowing perfectly well why you are with her,
knowing it has nothing to do with love but a free someone to ride.
I dare not ask where you shall go once she no longer accepts your half ass promises.
She is nothing like me.
She's desperate for love, so desperate she will you believe you forever,
but eventually you will tire of her, too.
Eventually you will find another fatherless family to invade.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.