And just for thought...
There are times when I do not know how to discard my armor,
denying those that reach out to me,
letting them walk away without giving what they need.
There are moments when I am unable to shield myself,
rejected from another and completely unable to protect myself from the harm other cause.
I run when I should not, stay when I should go, easily confused by own intentions.
I fall in love with men that nothing good can come out of,
deny love to those who are just waiting to treat me with respect.
I know what I do, the hurt I give, the pain I allow myself to endure.
I would rather be human than invincible,
then let life pass me by without knowing what love truly is.
I take fools chances, a jester's mistakes, losing my head far too often.
There are times when I am too hard, stone faced and tear-less, watching worlds crumble.
There are moments when drops fall for this unforgiving world.
I am cold, too soft, completely unsure of who I am.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.