And just for thought...
Where are you going?
He asked but what to say?
He gave me a goofy look as I thought about it.
I don't know, I said, somewhere better.
I replied why not?
He grabbed my hand, looking down, studying my blue veins.
Can we still hang out?
I wasn't dying or anything, just finding a better way then him.
Besides, this eliminates his concerns about me, I told him.
He knew it was true.
Our romance scared the shit out of him.
I saw the question he wanted to ask but was afraid to speak,
the worry that sat on his brow.
No, I whispered, it had nothing to do with him.
Where can I find you? he said what to do?
His eyes were intense so I smiled.
Same way he always found me, I supposed.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.