And just for thought...
Maybe I wasn't happy with you since that first moment.
I can't really remember anymore.
I knew being with you was a mistake but I had a choice to make.
It was you or me and I wasn't ready for me yet.
I am not sure anymore.
I don't miss you but I miss having a family.
I know you have no place beside me anymore.
You never really did even when we had a chance.
I still think you're handsome, that's true enough.
And I guess I miss the way we used to make love or whatever it was.
I suppose if love dies, lust can continue on.
I don't care much anymore.
I think I always knew we would eventually end.
It doesn't matter now.
I remember the promises you made
but I don't think I ever believed in any of them.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.