And just for thought...
We laugh so easily with each other,
almost as if you had never given me a thousand hurts.
You talk as if nothing has changed
while I know that you still do not care for who I am.
What you miss from me you can easily get from her.
Sitting side by side, we act as if we are friends,
almost as if we were nothing before.
You tell me about your life,
the one you could have never had with me.
You said I asked too much out of you
but I hadn't realized decency was beyond you.
I listen, silently to the world you walked into not understanding its seduction.
What you had in me was far more than anything she offers
but I will never say those words to you.
We act so normal, hiding all the anger that we really feel.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.