And just for thought...
She sat with her cigarette and arrogant smile, claiming she had me figured out.
Honestly I wanted to tell her to keep her uneducated mouth shut.
Mutual friends with the same former lover, my intentions were obvious to her
but I currently cared nothing for the boy.
She made some nasty remark about him.
I wanted to slap her.
I wondered if he knew what she said behind his back but didn't really care that much.
This girl holds no honor.
I questioned why a man as sweet as he could be was with a woman such as her
but it really didn't matter.
I wasn't dumb or jealous.
After further deliberation, I would say no.
He is not as dumb as he looks.
He knows her the only way a man can.
He takes up for her but she will never have a kind word to say about him.
I know she is the reason he looks at me sometimes
but men in general are more of a burden to me then a blessing.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.