And just for thought...
Have I given up?
Let my hope die? No, but I have resigned to the fact that the amazing I search for may not happen. It's not so bad, right? I have had love. I've felt a broken heart. I know what joy feels like. Shouldn't that be enough that I've felt amazing? Sometimes I just don't know if I am able to hold onto it. It is not the fear of losing it that makes me hesitate? It is more complicated then that, it has to be. To love me, a man must accept every intricate part of who I am but most I have no interest in offering that to them. Have I agreed to settle? Have I no more faith? No, being alone is just easier. By all means, I haven't had that many opportunities and, in all honesty, maybe no other preference.
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