And just for thought...
I sit here, wondering if I would be different,
wondering if I had made another decision? What if I decided to stay behind or push forward? I ponder the thought of being that someone else. Perhaps, it some other life I was an Arabian princess with golden hair. Would that fulfill the emptiness of this life? Maybe I was a fairy, bouncing from leaf to leaf making the world sparkle. If I had made different decisions would I be sitting here? Would I be writing these impossibles? I look at the sky and I wish I could fly away like that eagle, swooping down for my nightly feast and then off to bed in my high nest. Would that erase all the gravel I have eaten? As I sit here, I know this is not where I am supposed to be. The decisions I have made have not been my own. I would rather be that princess or that fairy or that mighty eagle. I would rather be anything but what I am right now.
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AuthorAt the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile. Archives
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