And just for thought...
Massaging my shoulders, I sat between your legs.
Lost in physical pleasures and our love making memories,
I had no intentions of letting it go further.
You gave me that look, the one you knew always knocked me over.
I remembered we started like this so long ago, both hungry for love, starved for more.
As our little daughter slept, we kissed in that way I knew we shouldn't,
the way my knees would go weak, I knew.
We were playing with fire, yours and my own.
It was so different then before and yet much the same
but I didn't feel anymore connected to you.
Neither one of us wanted rekindle our love that died long ago.
It wasn't love that had held us together.
I remember the way your body spoke to mine.
No, that communication was never the issue.
We weren't love or lust or loneliness or a mistake.
You turn your hazel eyes on me and my deep brown know exactly what you want.
I always knew we were never meant to be more than strangers in the dark.
You'll always be just another lover to me.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.