And just for thought...
I can not say I have changed over the years.
I see you and I have all the same urges.
You placed your face close to mine tonight like you used to when we were kids.
All I wanted to do was softly kiss your lips like before.
It has been years since I felt your hands.
Tonight I missed you even though you stood so close to me.
The only difference between then and now is that we're nothing to each other
but the feelings are like arm that is no longer there, you still feel them.
I left tonight because my skin moved to close to you
and I felt that old ache in my heart for you.
You looked at me, telling me it was all right, just one more night.
I just turned away.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.