And just for thought...
I can not remember the last time.
My memory often fails me. What else is new? Living quite nicely in a world that continues to wear me down, pretending as I usually do to be something I am not. Nothing new. Here I sit in my nice new walls, writing random circles around what I really feel, listening to music I have yet to feel, knowing in five hours I must rise to another superficial sun. I attempted to remember being a stupid, impulsive kid but I failed to recall anything substantial, the beauty of youth. I know what I want but life refuses to go backwards. Wasn't it fun to be sixteen and know absolutely nothing? It all went to waste. Why was I in such a hurry? Being twenty carries more than it should. Here I go, stepping up that corporate ladder to a more responsible me but am I happy? I am still trying to remember who I am, trying to figure who I want to be. What else is new?
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