Marytr

When you see me, I will be smiling and offering you all I have.
And when you walk away, in the quiet of my solitude, I will crumble to the ground.
It is not because I need you desperately or require anyone's approval
but because I don't know how to let someone else take care of me.
I could be surrounded by a thousand yous and not feel a single soul
because regardless of the large amount of love I know I have, I will always feel alone.
If you ask me for a dollar, I will give you a million, not keeping a single one for myself
because I would rather you smile, rather you be at peace.
I am not a martyr.
Sometimes I don't even think I'm all that nice.
I'm just a girl who doesn't know how to put myself first.
So I will take care of the world around me.
Worry not for me.
I am always all right.