And just for thought...
I know this may sound strange.
I know you expect anger.
It is not my life jacket anymore.
You probably think I hate you for what you did
but I do not seek revenge.
There was a time when I would have worn your blood as justice.
I clutched to tightly to the pain, too much it started to poison me.
When I finally stepped away from you, I saw that I was not over.
I realized there was more to me then you.
There is an entire life ahead of me that you can't possibly touch.
Without you, I would have never truly understood who I really am.
What you did was inexcusable but I remember now that I was always better than you.
I cannot forgive you just yet but I can at least move on from you.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.