And just for thought...
I think about you constantly,
wondering what you are doing
or wondering if you're thinking about me.
You will never know how much I love you
because you understand all of my insanity.
I spoke with you last night.
You told me you were in love with another woman.
I said I was happy for you
but you will never know how I cursed you.
Our time was so long ago.
I never stopped loving you regardless of what I said.
I did not mind all the others.
I knew they were nothing like me
but she is different
because you called her your best friend.
Now you live there and I live here.
We carry on our seperate lives
but I feel left behind.
Unintentionally I will always be waiting
because no one will ever compare to you.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.