And just for thought...
I should thank you for leaving my life, grateful that you are gone.
Now I can move on and make my life better.
I can move forward and grow as a person.
I didn't realize until you were gone how much you held me back.
I couldn't see the negative influence you laid heavy on my heart.
You had convinced me that I was not worth anyone's second glance.
It was your presence that made so many turn away.
I never have hated you.
I have felt too much hate in the past and it never solved anything.
I admit that your departure hurt me in ways you can't imagine
but I am better off without you.
There is a strength in my soul that even I don't understand
but it is that strength that will lead me to greater paths.
You can throw your women and freedom in my face.
It won't matter much.
I walked away with my head held high.
You helped me create a beautiful little girl whether you care or not.
I will be strong for her, she will never be without love even if you don't give a damn about her.
When you walked out that door, you didn't realize what you gave up.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.