And just for thought...
I look at you but I'm not sure how I feel.
There are moments when I cherish you, thanking whoever brought us together,
knowing I wouldn't be here without you.
Other times I just don't understand.
You require so much attention, so much care.
I can't give that to you.
Your life is full of solvable problems.
You are the star, I'm not, I get it.
I bounce back and forth between love and loathing.
You tell me of all your woes, looking to me for a solution.
Understand I have my own wounds to heal.
These mixed emotions give me grief.
You like the easy spotlight while I enjoy the hanging out backstage just fine.
It is fitting though, us.
We're perfect for each other.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.