And just for thought...
I have no explanation nor an apology
because I do not know why I had to walk away
and I am not sorry that I left.
You wanted me to stay
but do you understand how much you are asking?
No, I can't give you that much.
Do you not understand the mountains I have climbed?
I understand you had your own obstacles.
Mine have taught me who I am
and they have given me something incomprehensible.
Giving you what you are asking means losing me.
I am not ready to depended on
and I do not want to go back to depending on you.
I am not what you need, never wanted to be your cure.
Life has so much more under its wings for me.
I must do what is right and it must be alone.
Do not hate me or love me.
I don't need either one.
Let what we had lie as only a memory.
It is the only thing I can give.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.