And just for thought...
I wouldn't hear your whispers, recognize them for what they were worth.
You could look, stare me in the eyes, and pronounce your undying affection
but I would never hear you.
Something else would grab my attention.
I'm always distracted by own vain thoughts.
You could touch me in intimate places and I would brush you away.
My mind is already on the next challenge, the next thing I must do.
You could sit next to me for days!
I would barely notice you even if you chattered compliments for hours.
It's not that I don't care but because I do.
I will always protect myself from the inevitable day you stop feeling for me.
I am an easy girl to love and sometimes the most impossible
but I will never acknowledge your love until your long gone.
You could tell me you want to be a part of my world and mean it.
You could grab my face between your strong palms, say you will love me forever,
but I'll never believe those words.
I'll always be distracted by hidden meanings you don't have.
I will put undertones in your otherwise good intentions.
You'll never understand and I won't recognize the honesty you speak.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.