And just for thought...
The cards said there was a connection.
I wanted to prove them wrong.
After all, I was on the verge of blowing you off.
I had convinced myself that you were just another player.
Alas! These cards told me not to give up on you,
to stop being so confused about your intentions.
I know, it's just another form of false hope.
Yes, it is apparent that I was just looking for any reason to hold on.
Sure, I am completely over analyzing this...
I'll see you next week, my stomach will flutter.
You will ask me how my vacation was but I won't tell you our apparent future.
You will smile and I will blush and off we'll go for another round.
I make myself want to vomit with how much I actually like you
but, I suppose, still being able to turn into a fool for a man after all these years
is a good sign.
I wanted to laugh but I'll just wait patiently for that ring, I guess...
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.