And just for thought...
You doubt why I turned away, the reasoning behind my actions.
Caressing me with candle light, I handed myself over one last time
because I knew the sunrise meant the end to this romance.
You were never mine to touch.
I knew the boundaries I ignored.
Your price for my happiness was too much to pay.
I could not deal with these consequences bigger than me.
All the while you willing to lay it all out on the floor for me, for love.
I sent you away out of love, out of fear.
Love runs out, leaving an emptiness in its wake.
Off I walked, back into my solitary life, away from you
because I couldn't look at my own reflection beside you.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.