And just for thought...
Over pale ales, I sat ready.
So many things I wanted to tell you, too many I could not say.
I wanted, needed to protect.
You gave me answers, the ones I had prepared myself for.
Another round and some kind of platter, we were still laughing.
Looking at you smile, hearing your uncertainties about love and so on.
I knew building a friendship with you was more important then forcing a romance.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.