And just for thought...
I am sorry for the things I cannot give you but want to so much.
You stare at me and I melt in those brown eyes
because I know what I must be for you.
Sometimes I want too much to give you the best,
feeling most of the time I fall short.
You only need my love and you have all of it
but I doubt myself.
One day you will know how hard I try.
Maybe you will appreciate it but you won't.
It doesn't matter.
I am sorry we struggle so.
It seems like there is always a new battle, additions to the ones we already fight.
I can only hope that your life works out better than my own
but I will never give on us.
You don't either.
Ignore me sometimes if I all can do is sit down and cry.
Sometimes it's all I got.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.