And just for thought...
You want to know what it is I do not speak
but I hold tight to the words my heart will never say.
I cannot say who it is I am trying to protect.
You have yet to tell me what it is you want.
Circles we speak, back at the beginning we end,
always roasting our faults in each other's hazy sun.
You tell me you want me to be happy, refusing to believe I am.
Worlds away from each other, you tell me.
You don't understand the casualness of my lovers.
You see princes all around me, making me laugh at your delusions.
I humor myself with my blindness.
There were no guarantees when we started this,
ending the same way with no expectations.
You don't need to ask how I feel.
Circles we run, back to the start,
going nowhere, sizzling in the sun.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.