And just for thought...
Love was always a far off dream,
something not well known in my time.
I walk down the street watching hands joined
while I walk on by with only my keys and a cigarette.
I am not bothered by this much anymore.
Everyone has their own bag.
I don't despise the idea of a companion.
I just prefer to walk alone,
knowing I am not really alone.
I enjoy a soft touch, a long stare,
but I have done too many empty times.
Now it's time to water my seed on my own.
I am certain one day I will find the love of my life
but it will happen once I heal these wounds that only I can.
I have yet to live my life to its full potential
and I need to let myself be the girl, the woman I always wanted to be.
When I do fall in love, I know it will be wonderful.
It will be everything and nothing I thought it would be
but I can wait for this dream.
Right now, I'll just smoke this cigarette.
Right now, I'll just keep on walking.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.