And just for thought...
I finally saw what I was looking for.
It was right in front of me the entire time.
It was not what I thought.
I thought it might be love
but when I found love, I was not cured.
I thought maybe it was to trust again
but I trusted and, still, I was not better.
I stared at the moon,
attempting to see the answer in the man's grin,
and there I was.
I wasn't searching for love or even some sense of security.
I have searching for the person I forgot.
This entire journey has led me to so many place
and now I am here,
knowing exactly what I am missing.
When I lost me, I changed my future.
I did not recognize who I used to be.
I did not notice when I started succumbing.
I know I am on the verge of wonderful,
something that will set my world right.
I have no doubts it is me I was missing all along.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.