And just for thought...
I want to tell you about my world
from the dark to the light
the grief to the joy
because I know I only show a tenth of myself.
You see me smile, knowing there is so much more
but scared to dig deeper.
I want to show that as tedious as your efforts may seem, I am not a monster.
My family is small.
People come and go quite often around here.
I never really know where I will end up
but I give you what I can, the best of the limited me I have to offer.
I am not as young as you see or as old as I feel.
I would love to show you how simple I really am.
I know you fear the rush of responsibilities that would happen to be with me.
No matter how often I tell you that you have nothing to fear
I know there is nothing I can do to take your hesitation away.
I can assure you that my intentions do not include a ring
even as wonderful as I know you are.
I can't say that I even want to commit to you
but I would like a chance to show you how lovely I can be.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.