And just for thought...
You wrote as if I was going to be thrilled at your invasion.
When I gave you only the simplest of answers, I heard your anger,
enough to know that you were expecting my smile at your whim.
I vaguely answered, not completely trusting it was you
while you handed me out facts about me that no one else could know.
Still, I was not impressed and still you were angry
but what were you looking for?
I thought we had said our farewells years ago
and, yet, you keep coming back.
I know what you want from me, what you have always wanted.
My heart and soul are not for the taking, they never were.
That is your nature, to embrace so tightly you don't realize you suffocate.
You knew the fire I had inside
and I knew you would have snuffed me out eventually.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.