And just for thought...
Soft light and a crowd full of people, I was thinking of you.
You weren't supposed to be there, I wondered what you were doing.
I knew it was somewhat ridiculous.
You don't know me but I've always been a dreamer.
I see you every day and I find myself more intrigued with each one passing.
Standing beside our circle, talking shop and you magically appeared,
sending my stomach into overdrive, making the wine I had been drinking bubble.
Your arm slipped around my waist, making me dizzy
but my ground remained steady, my voice sounded even.
I thought if that was love, I didn't get it.
Strobe lights and the room came alive as we all started to let go.
You danced and I watched, aware that you knew I was.
My mind was taking me in a dangerous direction with you.
Night dwindled and I ended up sitting at the edge of your bed,
listening to Nora serenade us into the mood.
I could have stayed in that moment with you for an eternity.
Your eyes told me you were harmless as your hands left me without question.
I told you I didn't know what I wanted other than you at that moment,
taking you by surprise, feeling like a school girl,
but you returned the feelings.
Soft lights and linen sheets, you made fantasies come true.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.