And just for thought...
I am uncertain of where this will go.
Do I believe in tomorrow?
Or push away the thought?
I have dreamt of something lovely my entire life
but am frightened of the reality of it.
I saw in his eyes a sort of truth,
an understanding no one has offered me.
It felt so right to share my secrets
but will this facade of intimacy stay real?
Do I pursue this quick glance into safety?
Or run away from those caring eyes?
It does not seem right that I have found this.
Was I looking?
I am unsure of where I want this to go.
I want to wrap myself within him
but scared to death of that closeness,
uncertain of the expectations placed.
Do I believe in him?
Or stay inside my own pride?
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.