And just for thought...
He looked at me and I looked back,
the world spun around as it usually does
and I got lost in the spirals.
I thought of being young and loose,
letting the world do what it would like
as I just went with the flow.
Such an easy existence
but somewhere in a whirl I landed,
looking at this man smiling at me.
He is real and I am real now
and we have built this funny little life together.
My head still feels like a tornado at times
like it did when I was young and loose
when I would jump on a tidal wave just for kicks
but he is the hand that remains steady.
So much of me still fidgets,
so many parts still spin with a breeze
but my pieces have been together for awhile.
He looked at me and I smiled back,
the world disappeared like it usually does
but he always finds a way to pull me out of my spirals.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.