And just for thought...
Here I am,
leading the most mediocre life.
I go to work, drink coffee.
Every now and then, I break my own heart.
Maybe those small doses of pain keep me exciting,
keep me on my toes, always making me aware of my surroundings.
I know this man.
He brought me some tiny pleasure, rejected me soon after.
Now, I sit.
I try to control the urge to castrate him,
writing this insane poem that solves nothing.
I would love to be anywhere but here.
Couldn't I just create some fascinating world where pain doesn't exist?
Yes, that would be lovely but I here I still sit....
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.