And just for thought...
Smells of summer, life is booming inside and I sit, ready to ride that breeze.
I have no other outlet other than this pen.
I wait for the phone to start buzzing but it sits, mocking me with all the suitors I do not have,
all the confidantes I have kept at a distance.
Somewhere in this world someone is thinking about me,
wondering why I don't just pick up the phone and call them.
I stare, willing the one my heart desires to notice,
to call but I know it doesn't work.
As the sun starts it's final bow, I sit and sigh at cowardice.
Is it fear that keeps my fingers from dialing those numbers?
Sounds of twilight approach, life is ready to blossom inside me.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.