And just for thought...
You have had so many chances to take my heart.
I look at you with the thought of swaying you inside
but I opt to let you have your own initiative.
Maybe we're both going about this the wrong way,
both hesitant to reach for the other despite our desire.
I can't understand why you wait.
I could make assumptions of you won't touch me
but I know I wouldn't be anywhere near right.
I find some kind of comfort with you, the want that I know lies dormant.
I stood beside you, saying nothing of what I was thinking,
pretending to only have interest with our friendship
but wanting so much more.
Tonight you are away and I am left with these thoughts.
I am not the type to be swooned so easily
and it amazes me how possible I could fall for you.
Your kiss is gentle, your touch soft but I only felt that once.
Once was all it took.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.