And just for thought...
I return where I began, back to where my life took root.
I have sat in this chair more than a dozen times, I'm just a little older each time.
I am no longer a young girl unable to handle my alcohol but that's not all.
It is all or nothing with me but, like this chair, that's nothing new.
I see these people every day but how many see me?
This place knows me far too intimately, my tricks, my sadness behind my dazzling smile.
I confess my darkest sins here but it is of wasted breath.
There is a dark side on the other side of the light.
My smile is pure but don't be deceived.
I take many a man to bed and not care but it doesn't make me evil.
It started here, in this place, and I've never looked back.
Attachments bore me.
I may only love you for a night but to this place I will always be loyal.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.