And just for thought...
I attempted to achieve something,
to imagine you into my sight,
but you never came around.
I wonder why I cannot reach you.
I see you standing half a world away.
I would cry if only you would give me a twitch.
Do you not see the want in my eyes?
Can you not hear the whimpers in the back of my throat?
I wish I could at least touch your hand,
smell your scent,
but you stay at arm's distance, only where I can see you.
How do you ignore this?
Must I only get a nod?
I come to you with a warm body,
praying you will invite something more,
yet you keep your distance while still taking my body.
You leave my soul to dry.
Did you not feel more?
My mouth is full of my own salty tears.
begging for you to collide completely.
You deny me of anything more than an affair.
I tried to win
but you will never be my reality.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.